Since 1993, Melbourne band TDM have been on a journey
of constant evolution and the search for pure unadulterated expression.
Beginning primarily as an acoustic-based group, the band
soon developed and began experimenting with electronica and performance
art. In the past, the band's main catalyst Peter Haren was a man obsessed
with providing audiences with performances that enthralled, provoked and
even disgusted, but recently that focus has shifted to engaging and connecting
with the crowd.
Haren explains "In the past, the way I used to perform,
I would deliberately work myself into trance-like states, so the audience
wasn't important at all. In those states I could exhibit any weird quality
in myself or impulses and thoughts that may be occurring. These days I
am much more interested in having a connection with the audience. A lot
of the time I will sing directly at people and stare at them in the eye
to try feel that whole interaction between the two of us and I don't get
as self-involved."
Haren's songs describe the humour and absurdity of modern
society in general. The motivation for this comes from finding the unspoken
funny. Haren explains: "It's like a psychological analysis of people, of
myself and of my environment in a blunt and humorous fashion. A lot of
it is quite dark and demented so I find it funny to expose the unspoken,
those hidden traits behind peoples eyes."
The band's name which, when said in a rush, sounds
like "tedium" - even suggests Haren's opinions. "Calling the band TDM is
very satirical, I like the fact that the name reminds me of what I am doing
in the sense that what I am trying to do is not be tedious. I see so much
of what is done around me in the world, is so tedious, it's like everyone
is asleep, mechanically going about their everyday routines. When we break
through that routine, we can achieve a more heightened sense of reality
which is not tedious. So calling the band TDM is reminding me what I am
rebelling against, or what I am using as motivation to achieve something
better."
The line-up of the band has gone through a number of
changes and has included a number of guest performers, Haren's main partner
in crime, however, is Audra Cornish, who also runs TDS clothing, another
part of the TDM empire. Fashion and music are such an influence on each
other, perhaps the reason why male rock stars often have models for girlfriends
- so it makes sense that the band have in a way incorporated the
two. "It's all about outward expression" says Haren. "In a sense it's a
thing of trying to connect with people and you're doing it either through
music, or through visual appearance, so they are very connected, the two
work really well together."
With two albums already released, Love Songs For The
Mediocre At Heart and 1997's Simple Life, the band have just completed
their third, Always Better There, and are awaiting its release. Haren says,
"I was going to release it at the end of this year but I decided to hold
it off till the beginning of next year, that way we can release the album
and start doing lots of gigs to support it. It's more of a rock and roll
format, guitar, bass and drums and we play along with sequenced tracks
as well.
I'm moving more away from the experimental thing because
I've already done that. It is no longer challenging for me to be weird
or interesting, it is more of a challenge to sing a song, sing it really
well and have some emotional contact with the audience. I'm just moving
on, trying to find whatever I am into at the moment, without dogmatically
having to reject other genres to reinforce my own belief. I'm trying to
get closer to the reason why I started making music in the first place.
For the last five years I have been able to create the music that I love."
"I don't think there is any great mystique to great songwriters
or people that have achieved amazing things like the Beatles or Bowie,
I think they were just getting in touch with what they really liked, they
conveyed it well, writing lyrics that were honest to themselves."
GEORGE HATZIGEORGIOU